The obituary notice of Barrie LINCOLN

I wake up to a broken heart every
morning, and go to bed the same way.
My heart is crushed into tiny pieces,
and i can't put the pieces back together
so i can heal, i will always grieve for you
until i take my last dying breath.
~ ~
They say grief fades with time.,
but it doesn't..it really doesn't,
it burrows itself down into the
core of who you are.
It shifts the way you see everything.
And grief is the teacher you never
asked for, but it shows you that you
can still live with a heart that's heavier
yet somehow still beats.
~ ~ ~ ~
Semper in corde meo.

Always Mum
xxxxxx

The day my child died,
I became somebody new,
A totally different person,
Someone i never knew.

I am not who i used to be,
I am definitely not the same,
The only thing that hasn't changed,
Is the spelling of my name.

I cry more than i ever did,
I break down quite a lot,
My heart hurts everyday,
The pain will never stop.

A mother gives a child life,
And love unlike no other,
When that is taken all away,
She then becomes a
Grieving Mother.
~ ~ ~ ~
Love and Miss you Bar
Mum
xxxxxx

I wish i had hugged you just
a little bit tighter that day.
I didn't know it was my
last chance...
~ ~
We don't stop loving
We don't forget
We don't stop hurting
And we never get over it
~ ~ ~ ~
Love and Miss you Bar
Mum
xxxxxx

When someone you love dies,
Life is never quite the same.
You just slowly learn
how to go on without them
but always keep them tucked
safely in your heart.
~
When i'm asked how i'm doing,
I say " Pretty Good" or "Fine"
But the truth is healing from your
death Will Take a Lifetime.
~
When someone you love dies,
it changes your life forever.
It is not something you
"get over".
The loss now becomes a part
of who you are.
~ ~ ~ ~
Love and Miss you Everyday Bar,
Mum
xxxxxx

I weep, but not for me.
I weep for all the tomorrows
that you will never see.
It's not just my loss
that makes me sad
it's thinking what
you never had.
~ ~ ~ ~
Miss you Everyday Bar
Love as Always
Mum
xxxxxx