The obituary notice of Derick LAWRY

Thankyou for being the father figure I never had taking me under your wing like your own stepping up when you didn’t have to teaching me how a man should treat a woman being the first man to love me make my dreams come true of knowing what a fathers love feels like letting me vent to you about silly things and the laughs we had I may never have had a real daddy daughter bond but I would never replace the bond and love we have xxxx

Hi papa i miss you, so so much, i love you all the worlds I’ve been thinking about you a lot especially recently I really would give anything in this world just to hug you again to get your kiss but I’ll get one soon I hope you’re doing well up there old man w a glass of whiskey in your hand I love you so so much forever and always
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Merry Christmas papa you’re looking handsome on the tree🫶🏼❤️
I’m missing your groovy Christmas jumpers, especially your Rudolph one
I miss and I love you
Forever&Always
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Please come home I really need u I need your advice papa xxx

Well papa it took me a while but it hit me today, I realised your not going to be there to walk me down the aisle the one thing I’ve dreamed of, showing you my dress for the first time seeing your reaction and having you, the most important man in my life, give me away.
I will make sure your there with me walking down the aisle don’t worry but it just won’t be the same, just make sure madoc doesn’t trip me up. I love you papa
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Please come home
I need you
I can’t stop thinking about you it’s actually hit me I’m not going to see you again hear your voice again have your arms around me again.
I miss our jokes I miss your laugh
I miss you
I’m turning 18 in November and your not here for it I know you’ll be with me on my birthday but I just wish it was physically this is going to be my first birthday without your phone call singing happy birthday asking me what I’ve got. I didn’t think life could get much worse but then I lost my father figure, my inspiration, my hero.
I love you papa so much
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I miss you papa I wish I could talk to you about everything, it’s all hit me so hard recently I hate it, I hate not seeing you, I hate not being able to talk to you, I hate walking into your place and see that you’re not sat on your chair. I just wish I could talk to you about everything like I used to but I can’t and it breaks me
I love you papa so much
I will see you soon old man

6 months ago today was one of the hardest things I had to watch. The hardest thing I had to do. I had to walk into a room to see your picture knowing that it was my last goodbye. I got asked to write a poem for you it was hard but I did it, I hope you like it.
Times gone too fast it’s not fair I want to see you! I want to give you a hug! I want to hear your awful singing haha
I love you papa xxxx