It's 12 months today since I lost you Ray, I need you to know that no matter what happens to me, being with you, Loving you, It was ALL worth it.
Missing someone you love is very hard, never being able to see them again is even harder.
Grief is when your entire world falls apart and no one else's life changes.
The day you died destroyed me but so does watching you fade from others minds and mouths. In the hundreds of days following people grow used to your absence and yet you are so present to me. I thought dying would be the worst part but I couldn't survive you being forgotten. I cry for the life you loved and the one you didnt.
Love you for ever my darling Ray xxx 💔💔
Susan Huntley
22/10/2024
