The obituary notice of Jacqueline Ann HOLMES

Hi Nan... It's coming up to Mother's Day and Easter, I wish you was here to spoil Holden on Easter, like you did me, except I'd eat the chocolate 🤣as we're still not letting him have it, i know how much you loved you're chocolate thou, i think I get it from you, I wish you was here so I could treat you on Mother's Day from H, I wish you was able to come watch him do his first Easter egg hunt, I wish you was here to watch me become a mum and celebrate mother day with him, I'll tell you what I'm not perfect nan but I'm doing the best job with my little baby, you'd honestly be so proud of me, everyone doubted me, no one believed I could do it, everyone thought I'd spiral and give him up, but they don't know me anymore, I'm not 16 year old me, I'm not stupid I know what people thought about me but that little boy changed my life for the best.. his changed it forever.. I think in a way he saved me and I just wish you could see how well I am doing.. it still doesn't feel like you've gone, it just feels like times stood still and you've gone on holiday or I've just not seen you in a couple weeks, it doesn't feel like it's been over a year.. time has changed forever.. I've started putting colour back into my wardrobe because you told me I need to wear more colour.. I feel like im slowly becoming my end result person, im slowly getting to where i need to be, im changing all the time.. i dont see anyone anymore, i just stopped making an effort with people who only give 1% back but baring that in mind i think you'd be happy with how my life's going, i know you always worried.. I miss you, I hope your still looking over me, I hope you can see everything I've been doing..I love you nan ❤️

Happy new year Nan🪩🎊
It's 2025 now, we left your physical body back in 2023.. but you was still here with me last night 🥰

This year already has lots of plans made in place for my little family, lots of adventures for us all, lots of new milestones for Holden, lost of results and just so much more, I wish you was here so I could tell you it all..

But until I see you again.. just keep watching over us but I beg you stop moving and hiding stuff 🙏🏻🤣

Well Christmas is over Mam and I know you've been around 😇
I've thought about you every day, wishing you were here celebrating with,doing panto and all the usual chaotic Christmas shopping.
We raised a glass to you 🍻 good old Bailey's.
Until we meet again up there just remember we love you ❤️

Hey mam it’s been a full year now since we all last saw you, seems like a life time miss you more with every day that passes your always in my heart think about you every day , if only I’d have been here that night you might of been with us today. But we’ll be together again one day, until that day comes just want to tell you I love you . Your son Neil xx

Hi Nan, it's nearly been 11 months.. I found out some news today, I'm finally one step closer to getting the diagnoses I need, you always knew there was something there and today just confirmed it, a couple more tests for some different things and I'll be complete, all I could think about it telling you.. I used to tell you everything.. I don't need to leave soppy messages all the time because you knew that wasn't me all the time, you knew in your heart who truly loved you I'm saying this now, because I used to always tell you stuff in my life, we used to always gossip and say it how it is, always did and always will, nothing has changed that❤️

Still with out you here today nan, life doesn't get any easier, still feel the pain as I did when we all lost you, just gets a bit easier to live with, miss you so much wish I cud just nip round and lay with you and have some snuggles , I love you nan you was one in a million and a very special woman, no one will ever take your place until we meet again I love you your mini moo ♥️💔

Love you nan